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Death Proof [10 Oct 2007|03:02am]
Holy shit. I just watched this movie and I'm losing my SHIT! Such a good movie. I don't even care to see the other one.

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I wish it were still summer [04 Oct 2007|01:10am]
Today at work my uncle came by and gave me a dvd of all the stuff he filmed while we were at the lake this summer. I'm watching it right now and its pretty rad. There are a lot of nature shots but theres a lot of stuff of us Sasaki's being... Sasaki's. I love my dads side of the family so much. They're so fun to hang out with and really really easy to talk to about things. I think I talk about life and relationships more with my uncle in one week than I do with most of my friends in a year. It sucks I only get to see him once a year. Two at the most.

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HAHAHA I JUST got to the end of the video and in the credits it says I'm "Vodka Girl". How true, how true.
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Ghost busters please! [20 Sep 2007|02:38am]
I have an issue. I love my new job but I'm scared of it. Heres what I mean. The first day that I started working one of my coworkers told me that the Corydon location was haunted. Usually this wouldn't bother me but it turns out that next week I will be closing by myself. At night... in the dark.
Today when I got to work one of the girls asked me to go in the basement to get a back of wraps. I walked down the stairs and another one of my coworkers jumped out and scared the shit out of me. I screamed and jumped so high. THEN later I was down there getting drinks and the girl I work with made some noise in the vent that sounded like a cat which also freaked me out.
I just feel so uncomfortable in that place. I don't know if its because they keep bugging me or if its just bad vibes. I know ghosts can't do anything like kill me but just the whole thought of it freaks me out so bad. I think if I heard or saw something I'd be scared for life. I'm not kidding. Someone help me. PLEASE!
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I'M BACK! [17 Sep 2007|09:42pm]
I figured I liked doing blogs on myspace but I decided I missed my Live Journal. How uncool!!

Anyways, what is mainly new is that I have a job. After not having a real job for almost a whole year it's really great getting back into things. WOW that made me sound lazy haha. I'm working at Soup Pierre on Portage and Corydon. This week I'm always working before I go to work there. So I'm doing 12 hour days but working at Soup Pierre is so easy that its not that hard. Plus really kicking my ass my first week will put me in good shape.
Along with having a new job, I think I'm going to cut down on drinking. Maybe a couple times a month at the most? It'll be good to save money and lose weight. I don't think I'm fat but I know I'm not in shape. It's just too bad that summer is coming to an end. I should really have started this all in spring, right?
I've been thinking a lot about things I'd like to do this year and in the early new year. Here are some things:
-Go on a trip to somewhere in Mexico, Hermosa Beach, Toronto, Vegas or Hollywood, Florida
-Insure my car
-Buy a laptop
-Buy things for when I move out
-Go clothes shopping
-Go jewlery shopping
-Get a gym membership
-Move out?

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Goodbye internet... forever!!!! [26 Mar 2007|09:18pm]
I disconnected my internet this week because my computer is crap and there no use in paying for it if I'm not using it. So be old school and call me or write me a freaking letter.
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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!~ [02 Mar 2007|04:22am]
I'm drunk, fuck.
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Well shit... [26 Feb 2007|06:14pm]
I was going to make an entry about how I'm in a shitty mood because I haven't smoked in a day and a half but my mom just came down to tell me that her cousins husband died in the Dominion Republic yesterday. Apparently he was out swimming with his daughters husband and they lost track of each other. So he thought they'd just meet back on the beach. Then they saw a group of people by the water and went to see. It turned out to be his body washed up on the beach. So now the Dominion Republic has closed the beach so they can investigate shit.
This is totally crazy though. I'm not crying or anything cause I wasn't close with him but still, its just weird. Also this summer someone broke into their house and took everything, including their clothes and everything from their freezer. Talk about bad luck.
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TYC! [24 Feb 2007|11:49am]
So last night was my friend RJ's birthday. First we headed to Earls for dinner. That was kinda boring but we've all got to eat, right? After we went over to TYC. Wow... this was my second time going there and it was hilarious. My friend RJ was totally fucking tanked dancing in the booty box alone and just dancing like a dumbass all together. The highlight of the night though was when my other friend RJ puked on some chick. I thinkt he more disgusting part was that it was all liquid and the sound of it coming out his mouth was like a waterfall or something. CLASSIC!
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I'm fucking serious! [21 Feb 2007|04:01pm]
[ music | Come Right Out And Say It- Relient K ]

I'd better rest my eyes
Cuz I'm growing weary of
This point you've been trying to make
So rather than imply
Why don't you just verbalize
All the things that you're trying to say

Thought things would turn out so well
But I'm beginning to see
That instead it's trouble
Into a pattern we fell
Of prolonging the inevitable

Why don't you
Come right out and say it
Even if the words are probably gonna hurt
I'd rather have the truth
Than something insincere
Why don't you
Come right out and say it (come right out and say it)
What it is you're thinking
Though I'm thinking it's not what I wanna hear

I gotta check my pride
Because I was starting to think
I was starting something good
I couldn't start it this way
I was sinking in retrospect
And understanding that I misunderstood
I'd like to make up your mind
And then this decision locks up
So tight it couldn't be touched
Thought you were being so kind
But keeping your mouth sealed shut
Rather than just opening it up

And I tried
To guess what goes on in your head
Cuz in your mind
I just might find
All those things you left unsaid
And I'll try to maybe not regret anything
Later on after I'm gone
You'll wish that you
Had listened to me (listened to me)

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It was awful. Trust me. [16 Feb 2007|01:44pm]
I had two dreams last night about ex's and in them we were getting along. The bad part about them is I want to get along with them in the living world(not dream world)but they don't want to have anything to do with me. FUCK YOU DREAMS. Thanks for making this week easier.
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I went to see... [15 Feb 2007|07:54pm]
PAPA ROACH!!! )
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Maybe not? [14 Feb 2007|05:07pm]
Of course I'm going to dred today BUT it actually hasn't been that bad.
While making myself some lunch I got this text from a guy I met a couple months ago at the bar. I randomly talk to him on msn sometimes and drunk text him with funny random crap. He asked me what I was up to tonight and asked if he could call me at around 6.
THEN I was checking my messages on this silly dating site I'm on and I got a message saying something like "I can't believe I found you!" Kinda creepy BUT it ended up being this guy that works at the gas station I always go to near my house. I always get super flustered when I go in while hes working because I think hes super good looking. This is what he wrote:
" dude....honestly...i cant believe i found you.
lol...i reaaally didnt mean to make that sound creepy cuz im sure theres alot of weirdos on this site with esteem issues and whatnot, but i dont know if you recognize me but you used to come to my gas station all the time for smokes and gas... and ill be honest..as much as i am here just for meeting some friends...well, you are soooo cute..."

I know its nothing but stuff like that makes me think that valentines day is just another day and I shouldn't feel any different cause its no big thing.
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Fuck Valentines Day. [13 Feb 2007|08:07pm]
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Typical [12 Feb 2007|11:33pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | Time Code- Bright Eyes ]

WARNING:Complaining Behind The Cut )

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LISTEN UP! [29 Jan 2007|07:14pm]
I'm having a party on Friday. Everyone can come... just don't bring sketchy people. If you need my address call me or text me at 510-3711. I don't have the internet right now and am using my dads computer at work. SO BE THERE!

On another topic. My mom made a bunch of pies this weekend and she put them in the porch cause there were at least 12. Last night I went down to the kitchen for water and I notice the porch door was open and the pies were all gone. Who the fuck takes 12 pies from someones porch? ASSHOLES!
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Hey [24 Jan 2007|08:22pm]
I don't have the internet at my house right now so if you want to get ahold of me, call me at 510-3711
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Worst [17 Jan 2007|06:51pm]
Having your ex tell you hes dating a dude.

Please everyone come out to the collective and lets get drunk?
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Dear Sabrina... [15 Jan 2007|09:47pm]
Your no comment posts are pissing me off. I want to comment.

Love,

Marielle
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BE THERE! [14 Jan 2007|07:29pm]
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Braaaadshaaawwww [14 Jan 2007|02:25am]
The past couple of days I've been sitting at home, thinking about how bored to death I am. I sit at home, watch tv, go on the computer and look in the kitchen to see what there is to eat. Thats what the past two days have been for me.
I have no motivation. I mostly just don't want to see people or have to make that effort. Its not because I don't love my friends but its because every little thing reminds me of what I want so badly. A relationship. Its hard to think that wanting to have a boyfriend so badly can just tear you down. How can not having someone be such a big deal. I never thought of myself as one of those people who needs a boyfriend but I think I'm becoming one. Slowly everytime I think about it I get depressed.
What is the worst is now that I'm at home after splitting up with Ryan, I don't know what to do with myself. Its hard going from almost living with someone to having that totally cut off and having nothing but a cat on your computer to keep you company.
I suppose I have to make more of an effort. Either to have a new interest or maybe just something to take up my time. But is it really all that bad wanting someone all the time? No but it is bad when they don't want you back.
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